...deny the man I wanna be Deny the food that brings the energy I need Deny myself, my individuality I have surrendered now I only wonder how sparks fly When our worlds collide and I am falling at your feet Stars shine so much brighter You make me wanna sit right by And watch the world falling...

... ,from jiangxi pingxiang @ www.lrcgc.com @ I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't...

...d clown Helping to see that you fantasies go down And I have to wonder to myself Why you have to go so far Drift with life's daydreams Trying to play the star I still remember when you said Baby now let's get away And I followed you like a schoolboy I guess that's part of the game Now you call me ...

...o think It shouldn't hurt me to be free It's what I really need To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself There's a bar by the dock Where I found myself Drinking with this man He offered me a cigarette And I ac...

...I've got you And you've got me too And every time I think of it I pinch myself 'cause I don't believe it's true That someone like you loves me too, yeah Girl, I think that you're truly somethin' Yes, you are, and you're every bit of a dream come true With you baby, it never rains and it's no ...

...ees of green, red roses too I see them bloom for me and you And I think to myself what a wonderful world. I see skies of blue and clouds of white The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky Are also on the faces of people going by I see friends shakin...

...t does is scream and shout I try not to let him out They tell me to hurt myself They tell me to hurt myself They tell me to hurt myself But I’m not gunna listen. You fuck me up again Dad no You pick me up when I am down I can not live without them I do not live without them (hey dadd...

...man now. At my best put to test I'd score average or less. I can't apply myself if I could just untie myself. She wants the yes's gets the no's before long there she goes. I guess she dug too deep and now she's just too bugged to sleep. You made yourself the guest of honor and the party got st...

...e don't say you're sorry I've heard it all before And I can take care of myself I don't wanna hear I don't wanna know Please don't say forgive me I've seen it all before And I can't take it anymore You're not half a man you think you are Save your words because you've gone too far Listen...

...I ever find a lover May be she has fond another And as I cry myself to sleep I know this is love of mine I'll keep Ocean Deep -- Love can't you hear when I call Can't yu hear a word I say a little love is all ask a little feeling when we touch Why an I...

Stranger than your sympathy And this is my apology I killed myself from the inside out And all my fears have pushed you out And I wished for things that I don't need (All I wanted) And what I chase won't set me free (All I wanted) And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees Oh, ye...

...verything that I couldn't be Whoah oh oh oh oh oh oh I just couldn't see myself as Mrs. you can walk all over me So tell me who's the lucky Tell me who's the lucky girl Lucky girl She got the Gucci gown the veil and curls I got your precious box set of Merle So honey tell me who's the luc...

...side out, happy crowd upside down I'm just a loser cussing the shit out of myself Give me hope and strength Give me halo in a brown paperback Lonely people inside out, happy crowd upside down I'm just a shrink whining the shit out of myself To give you hope and strength To give you ice cream and all...

...ut together we got good at stopping time My teen angst drove me to hurt myself And I made u watch Oh the pain I must have caused But by staying around u saved my life We were never meant to be lovers Just fellow late bloomers Who blossomed the part Who blossomed the part Watching my p...

...rying out another heart I've been winding 'bout a fresh start I've found myself a good horse Eyes burning on the quicksand And I run it through the hollow land I've fed it with a shaky hand I found myself a strong horse These are the promises I can keep These are the promises I can keep ...

...es Sometimes you think I'm beautiful But I don't know I'll keep it to myself You say it,It feels wonderful My smile can show I'm lost in paradise The letters you wrote to me Showed me the sogns I've never seen I thought every man I'd want Falls out of a dating magazine But I konw th...

...even though it seems wrong Ican't fight it) it almost feels as if I'm not myself, I'm nervous bound from someone else I think I'm falling for somebody else and I can't control myself it's like some kind of hex is on me controlling who I love and how I speak and when it's gone my heart won't be...

...n help you out (just to keep things right) I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make everything perfect for you) I'll do anything Goodbye, apathy So long, apathy So don't sit still, but don't you move away from here So goodbye, apathy (as I'm trying) So long, fancy free (just to keep th...

...ound Nobody ever taught me how to love I'm hurting everybody I'm hurting myself I'm desperate So what do you do When it all comes down on you? Do you run and hide Or face the truth? If you were to tell me that I'd die today This is what I'd have to say I never really had the time to live ...