...ng seems to repeat in a cyclical pattern. I hum myself to misery and wish these words against my pillow. "I will try not to lose control." Hysteria, hysteria, it's happening again. I fall apart, I fall apart, I'm back where I began. If it were anybody else but you, I would not be afraid. A...

...mI don't wanna remember tonightWhen I wake up tomorrowI'm tired of walking these lonely streetsOf heartache and sorrowThey say luck is for losersAnd winners don't complainSo don't be standing on the tracks'Cause I'm too drunk to stop this rainDon't you know it's 3 in the morningAnd I can barely rais...

...eed Sometimes they're chemical Mostly they're sexual But never logical, these patterns are hard to change And all this flattery Distorts our sanity We act neurotically, old habits are hard to break And we try and we try to deny it To keep from the burn and turn And we need some inspiratio...

...hat sh*t that bosses knowTriple f*ckin' O.G.What's up to my n*gga JuanTell these n*ggaas pull their f*ckin' skirt downI could see their ovariesN*ggas snitching switching teamsOut there telling b*tches thingsIndustry talk behind your backAin't nobody got time for thatFacts onlyEverything real in my r...

...I'm lost Whithout the pain No matter the cost Don't save me I can feel these chains Locking me to you I'll always chase the pain Something in the rush Of watching all this break Blame me Sustain me Trust me Don't save me This craving, I can't deny Don't wake me Or make me Check if I'm...

...I'd like to check you for ticks. I know the perfect little path Out in these woods I used to hunt Don't worry babe I've got your back And I've also got your front Now, I'd hate to waste a night like this I'll keep you safe you wait and see The only thing allowed to crawl all over you when...

...ire - I Need To Be Next To You Album: Spin the Wheel Been running from these feelings for so long Telling my heart I didn't need you Pretending I was better off alone But I know that it's just a lie So afraid to take a chance again So afraid of what I feel inside But I need to be nex...

...rcgc.com @ I hold a memory of myself reflections of what I used to be these broken roads that got me here can't make it hard to face reality but a new day is here it's time that I embrace it can't wait another day right now I gotta face it I never ever wanna press rewind never wanna go b...

...s like looking down the barrel of a gun And it goes off And out come all these words Oh there's a very pleasant side to you A side I much prefer It's one that laughs and jokes around Remember cuddles in the kitchen Yeah, to get things off the ground And it was up, up and away Oh, but it's r...

...all my time, all my company Take everything from me Fake, fake, fake all these things that you say to me Nothing that I want to believe I think the time has come to set it straight I need to change this frequency 'Cause everyone just says the same old thing to me Get up! Get up! You're shat...

... The lover after me Am I all alone in the universe? There's no love on these streets I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway So this is my new freedom It's funny I don't remember being chained But nothing seems to make sense anymore Without you I'm always twenty mi...

...gh the sick streets where he was born He said "Driver, what's happened to these buildings? They all look run down and so alone." He took a shower in the bathroom of his penthouse, Put the Do not Disturb on his door When the maid came in the morning She found him shivering on the bedroom floo...

... I am the second man now Oh, I am the second man now And you're raising these... Twenty-four voices With twenty-four hearts All of my symphonies In twenty-four parts But I want to be one today Centered and true I'm singing 'Spirit take me up in arms with You' You're raising the dead in me...

... I made it a rule I only do e-mail responses to print interviews Because these people love to put a twist to your words To infer that you said something fucking absurd Oh, did I lose you at infer? Not used to hearing a verse that uses over first grade vocabulary words? People used to infer t...

... And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget these images No I’d never wanna see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckle...

...something else, Good God Cool breeze come on in Sunshine come on down These are the teardrops of a clown The circus is coming to town All that I'm saying is that I'm more scared of myself You Better Move I Said Move (Chorus:) Run Away! Run Away! Run Children! Run For Your Life! ...

...d If we hold any hope It's harmonic connection And stereos in biosis These legoland empires Choking out mine now You're everywhere, everywhere Multiplying around me, child A strain on my heart This rock can't tolerate any more Stop this right away Put that down and clean this mess u...

...call home My roots are buried deep here in this little town And one of these days it's where they'll put me in the ground It's the only place that I call home No matter where in this country I might roam It's where the corn grows tall and the moonshine still flows It's the only place that ...

... them behind me Do I follow my instincts blindly Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening Do I sit here and try to stand it Or do I try to catch them red-handed Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust nobody and live in lonelin...